Trust the process

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Trusting the process is a very hard thing for me. I’m a type of person who, because of my dramas because of my issues. Find it very hard to trust the process. I can put as much work as possible, but still be fearful I could see and know that 2+2 = 4, but if it takes too long for the answer to show up on the screen after I’ve answered the question that says correct 

I get scared I become fearful I become nervous

This is a problem that I have to deal with I could know something is right or know what’s going to happen but still become fearful. I’ve test anxiety and it’s not just test anxiety with actual test which is something I do have but also I have anxiety when I’m being tested by God.

Bother the universe, I scare very easily when it comes to my purpose, and I’m learning that I have to trust the process and who I am

This is something that is very much a big deal for me. I find it very hard because everything that happened in the last few years was so uncharacteristic of me like for years I stayed in the same apartment with the same person we went to the same crazy places.

I was the same substitute that worked at the same school and really didn’t venture out into schools until years later I worked for the whole Bulloch County as a substitute, but I just stayed at one school most of the time

I worked with the Boys And Girls Club. I’ve worked at a daycare and everything I did was just in my little area unless I was with my spouse at the time.

I realize I want more. I want my family back in alignment. I want my goals back in alignment. My health is better than it ever was at least at early 25 but now we’re in 2026 and I have to work on fasting faith getting an alignment, this Ramadan goal is for me to extend it because I’m hearing God telling me to take it seriously and become like the water and just flow so I am going to invite you on my journey. It may be me just writing it and maybe he just talking about it but I want to invite you to see what’s going on.

Listen to this song I just can’t give up now by Mary Mary. I invite you to listen to me and listen to this song because we are all at a place in our life where we may have obstacles and trials that we have to overcome things that we may feel are impossible that we have to have faith, but like the song says victory or defeat it’s up to me to be strong. I just can’t give up now even though our practice Islam I also practice Christianity. I also practice Buddhism. I also study a lot of different things because it’s about faith. It’s about being spiritual about being connected with the universe, and I understand that they all are universal laws to connect us to our higher self

So in this time, I’m realizing how important it is to trust the process. Trust there’s a reason reasons why all these things are connected while the stars are still connected to us as human beings, even so much so to be embedded in our DNA.

The reason why is because we’re all stars we all have room to shine we all have room to be bright and have our own journey in our own twinkle and all we have to do is do it a Stardust shine and trust the process

Stay in alignment, and eventually we’ll make our own consolation

This is a piece of a blog entry that I’m working on for this week that I posted on Facebook and I’m hoping to inspire people to understand that wherever we are, we need to meet our Ourselves and look ourselves in the face and understand that goals are very hard. They come with ups and downs, and we can say we want to meet this goal, but that comes with 20 different things that we have to do.

Sometimes we’re gonna have to lose a bunch of friends sometimes we’ll have to lose one friend sometimes we’re gonna have to lose love or lose weight physically mentally emotionally and spiritually sometimes we’re going to have to lose jobs lose homes be homeless, physically homeless and sometimes spiritually mentally emotionally because we’re bankrupt spiritually because something needs to be fixed so we can be whole. Sometimes we’ve never been home so we can’t be fully hole again. We have to behold for the first time which could be a new journey in itself. 

You can’t fake it you can’t go around it. You can’t go underneath it. It’s kind of like that Solange Knowles, you just have to go through it. You just have to know when it’s time and have faith you’ll feel it. It’ll be something in you that will let you know when it’s time.