Dear Diary who Am I

 There’s an old saying it’s not what you’re called. It’s what your answer to but the truth is it’s actually both what you’re called. Can only find you if you receive it and sometimes the element of not having faith in yourself can be received so hard body karate that they can knock you down like you got hit by Bruce Lee and then you answer that that and you believe that

That’s why it’s so important to know who you are and stand firm in that and feel comfortable with being yourself because in the reality we’re all different and in some shape of form we’re all going to be different to each other

We’re all snowflakes. It’s just somehow uniquely. Some of our snowflakes aren’t white. Some of them are doused in sprinkles and rainbows.

Some of our dreams in our goals screen louder with every step that we take towards our ambition and some people can’t handle the noise so they wear headphones, but they also yell louder over your dreams🌈 

What you have to do is remember who you are remember your goals instead fast and creative boundaries

The thing about this is I’ve learned I’ve always created boundaries in areas in my life, but I’ve now learned how to understand what boundaries I made and give myself grace and forgiveness when I create them

There was a time in my life while I was afraid that having a boundary are saying no or cutting someone off would create chaos in my life

Here’s the truth what created the most cast in my life was standing firm on who I am but also being afraid to let go of the people who did not really see my vision and wanted to tear down my boundaries and my Safe place and my Safe Haven because they were uncomfortable with their own boundaries and their own space in their life

I have learned that people can be fearful and they’ll ask themselves time and time again who they are and they’ll use your identity to be the blueprint, even if you are completely in a different world, universe and Laine than them even if your train track is covered in sparkles sprinkles, and ice cream cones in their training. Truck is covered in basketballs and hoops. They’ll still try to go off into your train track because they’re confident in your confidence is amazing. They believe in your confidence they believe in your journey, but they don’t believe in their own, so they’ll try to knock you down and steal a few train tracks so that way your train is it going in a way where it seems like it’s gonna be real but he’s the thing it won’t derail because what is meant for you is meant for you and your training will always stay on the track. It is normal for things to happen to throw you off or make you late for the stop that you’re going to. 

When you have faith in who you are nothing else matters stand no business set boundaries. Don’t be afraid to let people go. Don’t be afraid to let people walk out your life. Don’t be afraid to let people talk about you or mock you or rid to kill you or lose everything just to gain peace of mind.