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Dear Diary,

Hey Fam hey 

 I often said in quiet thought, wondering what it would be like if I were Daniel in the lion's den. I guess it would be scary; in fact, I know it would be . There's something so bold about that story, it speaks to me differently, it reminds me of being surrounded by a bunch of wolves. Thinking about what you would go through in your mind in that moment when you feel like it's your last moment. What plans would you make, what would you say, and how would you feel? Then I realized we go through that every single day with people when we are going through a breakdown and a breakup moment with our old selves. I realize that we go through many Dark Nights of the soul. 

SONG GOD SHARI BELOVED  BERNITH THE PENNY QUEEN OF HEARTH JOUTFUL CREATOR 

What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

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Hello hey fam hey hiya​

Hello hey fam hey hiyag this off to say I’m adopted my original name was Melissa Bonitha Davis when I was adopted, they changed my name to LaToya Shari Johnson. I added in a nickname Justice because I love poetic justice.

Now, if you were to put this all together if I was adopted or at least my adopted mother, after being married, would’ve met my biological father or maybe my biological mother after meeting my adaptive father would’ve married my name probably would’ve been Melissa Johnson, but it wasn’t. they changed my name legally for Melissa beneath it Davis. I’m spelling it differently only because of the fact that I’m not quite sure how to spell because I’m still looking for my adoption papers I had them for the longest but because I’ve moved so many times crazy things that happened so I’m quite sure that during the mini moves even though I’ve had it for dog on there 15 2020 years probably of my life because of the move a lot of things have changed 

But that’s life things change people grow people grow people evolve things get missing, but the one thing is the meaning behind would happen and the purpose in your journey always says the same. God gives you a big purpose in life and whether you might think it’s middle school it is big because your impact on people is so important something as simple as a High or hello could be the world to someone who is going through a tough time. 

Something is simple as you telling someone your name and then maybe deciding that’s a cool name. Let me look up what it means. It’s so important it identifies you. It allows you to evolve into a person who is growing a new relationship with someone else that is just symbiotic of nature, creating a co-creation with the universe with another person and with the future, while also allowing the person to get to know you to be curious about you to be curious about your origin and your nature what you may be like as a person allowing him to Create an imagine the type of person you are, which you can allow them to grow and wonder what type of person they can be something as simple as a relationship that may be para social at best can hopefully inspire someone in their real life to create real change that that’s why I’m meaning is everything purpose is everything

The name Shari means song of God and song God the name Melissa means Bee of God, the messenger the name, Bonita, and last name, Davis Both beloved the name johnson is I am and the name Latoya means Victoria, and that means victory. One of the reasons why I love Nike is because it means victory. I’m a person who loves the meaning of things. What is the meaning? What is the definition of the word? What is your journey supposed to be what is your purpose?

These are factors that will inspire youTo get out of your own help, remembering your origins, remembering that at one point, the devil was an angel. His origin is still there. The reality is, we have turned the devil into something that is not, but if you remember, the purpose of the devil was to be casted out because he was going against the odds of God do you remember that he’s human just like Jesus was Jesus went against the grain of the Earth? Everyone who goes against the grain of the leader is going to be cast out but remember remembering that there’s a balance in a piece in chaos hell and toxicity. You also have to remember that there is a piece in a balance that is very destructive when you are different to those who are feeling inferior in themselves you’re always gonna cause turbulence, and it may cause you internal turbulence because you feel like the oddball it may cause you to feel like you’re in in hell it may cause problems in your relationships, your Romans or your journey, but that’s a great thing because you’re never supposed to be too comfortable when you have a purpose when you have a calling remember that even in hell there is somebody there to show you what your purpose was 

I reminded of the story of Hawthorne. I’m reminded that Hawthorne is a goddess of joy, love peace, creativity, the daughter of raw, the spouse of horse, and her story is complex because she’s also the mother of horror. She’s also the god is the supreme goddess that inspires all other goddesses, which technically every other Egyptian goddess was her as well. She was the real one, the weed amongst the artificial grass, which is inspired by Tabitha Brown, because when she said that she reminded me that there are a lot of people who are just artificial planted in to be the same to look the same to be in unison but when you have that one voice that one unique identifier that is the real against the fake, you’re going to feel uncomfortable. You’re going to feel different. You are going to be the wildflower. You are going to be wild and free. Why does this take me back to Hawthorne? I spelt it differently but it’s OK. This goddess was a balance between two goddesses and what I mean is she was in touch with her divine feminine and her divine masculine identity because her masculine identity was different from her feminine identity. Her permanent identity was Hawthorne. Her masculine identity was segment again I spelled it differently, but there’s a reason why at the end of the day sekhmet what is a segment a rib of the goddess that allowed her to be herself the meaning of her was to comeDivine justice, poetic justice if you are, she was meant to be so much more