I’m Here on assignment ... Today's Lesson PERSPECTIVES

 

In today's lesson we are learning about perspective so today I got a chance to do something over again that if I would have just kept going the way I was going it would have looked the same way that it always was but I realized I needed help I need to learn something that I wasn't getting for my school lessons I wasn't getting from old ideas and I remember I made a promise to myself to be open to learning anything from the universe so what I did was I decided to learn something different

one thing I know for certain is I'm working on making a book a comic book and working on scripts and a lot of different projects so many different projects even working on animation and all those takes stepping stones that I have to walk over and tools that I need to learn so I had to start over from scratch and unlearn everything I learned one thing for certain is I learned a lot from just watching other people on videos I learned a lot from class I learned a lot from other artists and I wanted to show other people that it's okay to ask for help it's okay not to know everything about art it's okay to go to the library and read a book and practice on drawing and the first 20,000 times you're drawing is not to the standard you want because believe it or not you might draw something to somebody else thinks it's amazing while you feel like you want it to be better

when I first Drew this drawing I didn't like it I still don't like this drawing but I look some things up I did some research and I realized that it's all a part of the process so I'm showing you the process step by step I'm allowing you to see my failures my weaknesses and everything that I'm learning this is the part of me helping myself not to overeat it's also part of me keeping myself busy when I'm not subbing or when I'm not on break or when I'm not able to figure out something and I just asked for help this is me welcome me myself to understand and compassion and understanding that this is going to be a storm but it's a marvelous storm and the only way to have the true Justice of success afterwards and victory is for me to go through it you can't go around it you can't go under it you can't go over it you just have to go through it you just have to do it like Nike

it is a competition with the old version of myself that I had for quite some time because I felt like I should be someplace else but I had to sit myself down and say they're not like us and I wasn't talking about the old people or the people that don't like me at this point in my life right now when I say they're not like us I mean the old versions of me the past versions of me that had to die to get to this version of myself they're not like us they love us they're part of us but they're not like us even though they're fighters even though they're victorious even though they helped us to get here this new version of ourselves is on assignment to fix the perspective to remember that everything is going to work out I just got to put the work and everything and that's what we all need to do just because we might not be where we want to be at at this moment we still have to look at how much we've already accomplished by doing the work because when we set our intentions on looking at success based on where we want to be at or somebody else's at that that can be overwhelming and that can put us in this gloomy State versus say I've accomplished this I've accomplished that and taking miniscule miniature goals and understanding that they all play a big part in the bigger picture of accomplishing the bigger goal if we rush everything you will never get the full success

this is me taking a step in the right direction and just like Nike I put the right shoes on so I can just do it this is me understanding that when they talk about the Bible it wasn't the fact that Moses had all these miracles it was the fact that Moses went through all the things that Moses went through and had the miracles because he believed with face without worse was dead because without that face without the journey without the story without all of the obstacles the ups and downs the moments where he had to go through a tower moment and realize wait a minute this is why I really am then all that beautiful blessings would have meant as much I mean it would have been dope it would have been awesome but you don't really get victory until you have the spoils and I'm not talking about the riches I'm talking about the spoiled days where everything seems sour and that's where we are if we love what we have we have everything we need well until next time I talk to you later much love the messenger peace and blessings